Preparing for lengthy hospital stay....what do I buy/bring/need?

Keep kicking ass Speedy. You are in my prayers.

 

You're one tough guy, Speedy.

 

I gave up once on the treatments....i said I would rather die than continue on w/ the radiation symptoms. My Mom was mad, but she understood. she is having hard time watching me trying to breathe.

Took about a week to build strength, get my head straight to try again. Just started again, 2 days in, 28 to go..... I am pretty mentally weak from adult C-PTSD/Agoraphobia, so, just doing the best I can. I just going day by day, no goal, just one day at a time. If I give up early, then thats what it is. I hope to make it all the way. Symptoms are bad, way beyond pain....mental fear of asphixiation from 'egg whites mucus' in throat, so much, so sticky, ropey, 2-3' long, unable to clear airways many times....very scary.....it like wake up to being waterboarded.
They just gave me a medical throat vaccuum to clear the airways when clogged up, which is physically helping and thus mentally helping.

I report back when I am stronger.

LOVE you GUys!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Tough em-effer! You'll get this! Then you can look back and go: FUUUUUUUUUUU...

 

Praying for you, keep looking ahead!

 

This should provide a lil motivation. One second at a time. One minute at a time. You have a strong support system. Tap into it!

 

Speedy, you have been in my prayers. When stuff get's deep here I think of you knowing I have it easy.
Your one hell of a guy to have made it this far, I know you can finish if you can stay with it.
I don't think any of us are expecting a uplifting sermon from you now.
This is some serious hard shit your going threw. WE are with you, keep tough and let us know how your doing, better or worse.

 

Keep fighting Speedy, a lot of people admire you.

 

Keep fighting man.
You've got this!

 

So amazingly strong!!! Keep up the fight, thinking about you.

 

Curious, whats the status on the bed side entertainment?

 

Bro, my respect for you grows a little more every day you don't shoot yourself in the head. You are one determined motherfucker to still be fighting this shit. Fuck it in the ass, two times.

 

That would be 2xITB

 

Speedy
I really wish there was something I could do to help. Just know a lot of people respect and care. Hell this thread is the only reason I check in here

 

Hang in there Speedy! When one day at a time gets tough, break it down to one hour at a time. Hours become days, days become weeks, etc., etc. Fight on! Persevere! Overcome!

 

In fairness, with his luck the last couple years he would miss.

 

Hang in there, mofo ! You got this !

 

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