Going through this shit and not eating a bullet is the farthest from being mentally weak I can think of man. Motivation to beat it:
I'm sorry to report that Speedy's had a setback. Things were looking real bad for awhile but he's doing a little better now albeit still in ICU. He could certainly use all your prayers and support.
Dude.... don't you give up on us now !!! You've come to far, to back down bro ! Fight it @SpeedyE You're in my thoughts, just like the whole community here !!!
Damn, not what I expected to read in here today. Straight punch in the gut. Get well soon, Speedy. Thanks for the update, @sdiver
Been a while since we talked @SpeedyE, wondered how you are doing. Real sorry to hear about the setback. Drop me a line sir so I know your doing better.