RIP. Condolences to his loved ones, and especially his daughter..............I've got two, and that just breaks my fucking heart. Please do post if/when a fund is setup for her.
Damn...RIP. Thinking of his little girl and hope she has a strong family to help her through this terrible time.
The numbness finally left. I am so sorry we couldn't help. Putter and I were supposed to go see The Gunslinger together in August and it never materialized. I thought about it last week but was still on my social hiatus and pushed it off. I am dealing with my own depression right now and haven't been much of a help to anyone lately. I got help and am being treated. The one thing I can say is when you are struggling - the thoughts are intrusive and the don't go away. You know they aren't right, but they just don't stop. It turns into anticipation of the final event. There is no other way. The tunnel vision is excruciating. I feel guilt for not knowing he was that far in. What if I had picked up the phone when I thought about him last week? There is always another way, even if you can't see it. If you need help, please tell someone.
I didn't see this posted earlier in the thread (but if I missed it, sorry for the double post). https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ 1-800-273-8255
Why does all this remind me of "The Big Chill?" I swear I keep checking back, hoping it's a joke, hoping this didn't happen.
I made the mistake of befriending this fool on the fbooks. With specific instructions not to leg hump my friends. So he hit on my sister. Then they became friends. He was incorrigible.
