Thnx for the update. Was hoping to hear something and it wouldn't be negative... so this seems to be good so far. Keep fighting the fight @SpeedyE
Hi , I have a cool stash of bike mags sport rider and cycle world that I procured from a fellow member from the early 90s and on that make for some awesome reminiscing . You can ask if speedy wants me to send some , just pm a address and give him a hug from me and the wife .
I am home/alive.... Thank you Steve Diver , you are great friend! <3 everyone, I suffered a stressed-induced stroke. I am also suffrering from permanent lymphodema swelling/breathing/pain. I was in rehab trying to learn how to to talk/etc again....they sent me home, and now -strokke rehabbers are coming to house to work w/ me. I am cutoff from having my lymphodema swelling worked on, until I am done w/ stroke-rehab...catch-22....cant breath/swallow/etc due to lymphodema swelling/pain. lymphodema will continue to swell, untill worked on, cant get worked on until stroke-rehab teaches me to swallow/talk/eat/tongue/etc again, and stroke-rehab is over......completely Fucked! .....catch 22. I am Very depressed, horrific pain, I will post up details later this week...i very depressed/angry/stressed....i post when i in better mood. Thank you guys <3
Make sure to still pull through even if its fumes for the time being. Get that rehad done with, so you can get to the next step !!! EVERYONE IS ROUTING FOR YOU !!!
fwiw....through everything, no matter how much pain, no mater how much cant breath, cant talk, frustration/anger, terror, etc.....i was Nice and constantly let my caregivers know how thankful i was. even if i couldnt talk, i used hand signals. everytime somesome enterd my room sinc surgery in july, i let them all now "Thank you" no matter how misarable I am/was/etc. Nurses/techs/rehabbers told me some patients are dicks. Anybody who treats nurses/caregiverers poolrly due to their pain/fruestaition./etc, is crybaby fuckhead crybay! CryBaby! Treat people well and tsay/think Thank you! no matter how fucked up life is
Look at you... in all the misery you're in... YOU take the time to give thnx to those that helped you and become an advocate to them Beautiful man you are @SpeedyE Bless you !!!
If I knew then, what I know now, I never would have got the cancer surgery....i would have just rode it out and been done w it. I am a crybaby/complainer....i cry/piss/moan daily.... I dont take it out on others, especially on professionals doing their job trying to help me. when I ket appoligizing, saying I was sorry since July, and they always told me I was nice(?) and some people were awful, it slowly dug into my brain that some people are horrible to others when theyere life isnt going good.... after I was told tahat several times again last/this weeks, i angry. People who treat other poorly when they having a bad day, are pussies.
One step a time, bro. I can't imagine how hard this must be. If they can fix it all at the same time, trying to focus your energies on the first issue that needs to be fixed to get to the next step. I should probably send the rest in a PM.
Teribly teribly teribly sorry guys!!! I sould have waited tyil i was ready to post/updayte, i posted in the middle of ptsd/pain-induced freakout...Ice pick in my ear-drum and jaw, literally.....insane pain.......So very sorry. I should have waited a day or two, or whowever long til I havd my feet under me. ver y sorry!!!! very sorry. I will come back when I feel better. <3 Love all you guys <3 so sorry.
Hey man, I get it. Sometimes you get down and have to let it flow. Heal up, there's still raccoons to save and asian chicks to chase.