Okay...so...she answered and gave you what seemed like a reason you can accept. YOU haven't explained how her pics wound up where they did... nor did you explain WHY you haven't been her taxi/uber...to and fro work...
BTW, not geriatric...a 43yr old millwright who, without children, has been free to spray his seed at will and enjoy a mostly single lifestyle.
The cocaine helps with weight loss. Get pictures for ad, get clients, party and lose weight., "hookers and blow" lifestyle. Seriously though, you brag about coming from money, education, good job, never have issues meeting and pickup up girls, etc. as if to say have your sh1t together and going places but as many have mentioned... this girl has SERIOUS red flags that you have mentioned repeatedly such as depression, multiple suicides of loved ones, possible alcoholic, possible previous sexual assault victim, previous abusive relationships, upcoming jail sentence, sketchy work history with multiple short term employments (bc boss trying to get that badonkadonk?), doesnt own a vehicle, smoker (which you seem to be too so maybe thats a plus for you but its a negative for many), you have cheated on her multiple times, immediate family wont even invite her to their wedding/events, disappearances for long stretches, and on and on and on...it is ALOT of SERIOUS baggage, yet you still seem to pursue a relationship with her and possibly a long term? This wont end well for you and would make more sense if you were in your late teens or early 20s, you should know better by now.
I did not see that coming at all. You seemed to have your shit together, very serene, totally in control of your emotions and the conversation here. This is a shocking development.